To see me is to love me, passionately, painfully, to the exclusion of all else.
People can run from things they don’t like all they want. But if they’re just averting their eyes, they’re not running. As long as you think the current situation is okay, no one can help you.
Evenings, before I went to sleep..
Mornings, in the moment I wake up..
I realized I was praying for touch.
On lonely days, I realized that I was in a terrible, childish place, with nothing but impatience.
She exists in a world so far away from me.
To me, she represents nothing more than the very secrets of the world.
They must have realized it the moment they saw each other. That long before they had ever met, this destiny awaited them. They were not like ships passing in the night. They understood each other, better than anyone else, and each was focused solely on the other.
There are countless fissures in the physical world. Those who vanish like smoke are lost in such hollows. Without their memories, without their souls.
I was wondering if there was a point in conveying words and feelings that we don’t really mean. I mean, they’re so formulaic.
But even now, we’re not spewing out every little thing that lies deep in our hearts, are we? So.. I guess one can say that’s more or less the same.
Well, it’s also possible to convey some things without a single word being spoken, ha.
It was in the toughest moments when she would laugh. If I were to admit that I’m in excruciating pain, would she still laugh?
I thought I picked her up.
I thought I captured her.
But the truth is that..
I was the one to be picked up.
I was the one to be captured.